florence and the machine never fails to make me feel at peace.
something I desperately need at this moment in time.
evening rant
Over the past couple of years, I’ve come to the conclusion that words don’t mean a damn thing. People lie and cheat. People make excuses. In the end, I’ve heard people make such big promises, and what happened? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I’m getting tired of hearing people claim they want to win, and then not seeing any action behind those claims. I don’t want to lead a team that doesn’t want to win as much as I do. As the potential senior captain of two teams next year, I’ve got plans. Big plans. Hell, I’ve already dedicated about 80% of my summer to these plans, because I’m sick and tired of seeing potential brilliance wasted on inefficiency. I firmly believe that God has great things in store for me, and I definitely do not want to let God down. I want to win so f*cking bad, because nobody wants to be the one crying at the awards ceremony. Especially not me.